12.04.2006
It's been a while.
I've been busy.... aka lazy....
and that is my excuse. I need nothing else, ha.
Everything has been moving at a steady pace, but too fast for my liking. Perhaps for everyone else it's going just the way it should. Not for me. I wonder why. It saddens me that I can't grasp onto the time that has been given to me, and hold onto it, and cherish it as long as I want. There's nothing I've really wanted, though, that I haven't found or has been given to me. I found love and kept it, this year and part of last. It's been amazing. A whirlwind. A crazy dream. A fantastic roller coaster ride. An emotional road trip. Meh.
Still jobbing. Oh yes. The J word. Still. Procrastinating. Ugh. I know, I know!!!! If you haven't said it then I've never met you in my life, because seriously, it's as though everyone knows and whomever I meet can practically see the procrastination lingering off of me like summer heat off the pavement in the middle of July. I know it. I have only me to blame.
I've been amusing myself with some things... I have my own computer now. I used to... back in the early Toshiba laptop days before the hard-drive decided to go AWOL and leave me with nothing but a sorry shell with old milk stains from when Shanna's little brother's bowl of cheerios decided to mate with the keyboard. Ugh. So many memories I've typed into that Word document that was once in that hard-drive. TEH SADNESS. Good old highschool days were guaranteed to entertain and depress via Teenage angst from the many pages that accumulated in that "blog," if you will. It wasn't online, and thank the good LORD it wasn't! Pfft. And now you shall have to make do with this, this ultra censored, backwash copy of the rest of my life. Apologies! Feh!
And I was just doing laundry. Went to work today - wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Ultra "slow," or should I say slower than I'm used to? Which is usually fast? Make sense? Neh. So! I just turned 20. What do you think about that? I no longer can call myself a teenager. It saddens as well. BUT! Oh, drinkin times are -a- comin! Next year.... oh yes.
I think I shall leave this alone for now. Good luck kids. I'll blab soon enough.
;it's something sophiscated.
7:13 PM
