1.02.2005
listening to: run by snow patrol [i love that song]
reading [mm yes, i do read 'cuz i smart!]: kira-kira by cynthia kadohata
blerb: "it's only a problem if you make it a problem; it's only your problem if you make it worse."
i heard this today, "we all have the same amount of time." i never thought about it like that before. i mean, we all go around saying, "we're running out of time!" or something like that. well. i guess 'they' weren't lying when they said you better use your time wisely. hehe, i know, i know.
went to red lobster yesterday with shanna and the howland clan. YOW - 21 people came? holy crap. i paid for cindi and i, i didn't want to go by myself [you know, someone else with me who isn't a howland? er yea....], and i got the chance to use my mastercard, lol. growing up sux/rox. and andrew...well, about him, you see...
even if i may dream and dream.
dream i dream.
dream i dream.
dream on forever.
that's right, hehe. i dreamt about that guy last night. no, no, nothing nasty like that. ~_^ nasty you!! lol! well, if you've liked someone since 7th grade and now i'm practically moving onto college, well, you get the gist, eh? hopeless. but what am i going to do? i'd rather leave my 'fantasy' of him alone rather than find out what a foolish idiot he actually is. bleh. but i guess i'm just running away from reality.
so screw me, myeh! ;0)
to think i may not see those eyes
makes it so hard not cry
and as we say our long goodbyes
i nearly do
- run by snow patrol
;it's something sophiscated.
8:14 PM
