7.21.2005
so so.
*sigh* i'm SOOO fucken bored. can you tell? hah.
herrrooooooooo....
[AMERICA FUCK YEAH
COMIN' TO SAY THE MOTHERFUCKIN DAY YEAH]
yea sorry, Team America, good god... :S
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went to frances 2nd birthday party tonight - or should is say yesterday?
got kinda sauce...but i was all righty then. rob tried to get me to work for him
tomorrow...i was like, c'mon now, seriously? i have some other shit to do but
i feel bad for turning him down like, the fourth time in a row. he begins by telling me how good he's getting at skateboarding - i wanted to say, "you're already good - why didn't you pursue it?" but hey you know, what can i say that would make him listen? then he tells me he fucked up some trick and now his ankle [?] is messed up and it's hard for him to walk or something. geez. some guys need to know when to stop. but they don't. so yeah. then he brings
up the fact that i lied to him and swearing on our friendship about my liking
him a while ago. yes, i lied, i said that it wasn't him i liked, and he already
knew [mostly because torin told him, ugh], but god, it's not a big deal anymore.
it's nothing to me. i see him as my friend more than ever. still he gives me
shit for it. aye. boys.
so yeah, we're fixin up the new house for my parentals. i might paint a mural or
somethin in jocelyn's room :) that oughta be fun...tor went to utah to check out
the university. there was something i wanted to say, or do, before he left but
even i didn't know exactly what that was. so i did nothing, like i usually do, or don't
do... so i told him to be safe over the phone. because, you know, his plane might get
shot down by tutsis. or is it hutus?
hotel rwanda.
*sigh*
nevermind.
all's i know is i miss the shit outta him.
i shouldn't but damnit, i do.
but i'm not gonna tell him that. ehhhh.
shan's going to tacoma today. early, at 7 for the convention. i was supposed to go but i have to work and there's no way i could go. i wonder if jeffrey went...? ha, probably not. that loser. but then again i didn't go, so i'm a loser too. gah.
;it's something sophiscated.
2:00 AM
